It is really weird, how someone you grew up with can suddenly be such a stranger to you.
Same roots, different vision, different lifestyle, different outlook of life...

I think real men can afford to be more vocal. Hah. I have no idea why they hide things the way they do, and then pour it out on a world wide blog.
BUT, I guess, in a way, at least it is an alternative.

So I finally found my brother's blog after his numerous attempts to hide it from me. Haah! Never under-estimate the power of curiosity of an elder sister. (:
Somehow, reading his posts placed this burden in my heart...
He has really grown up. Haha. It's not just a parents thing man, but also an elder sibling kinda stuff.
And in a way, I am pretty proud of him. I never knew he could write so well (:

I definitely need to spend more time with him, loving him and everything else.

Salvations in this house, o God.

Joshua 24:14-15
14 "Now fear the LORD and serve him with all faithfulness. Throw away the gods your forefathers worshiped beyond the River and in Egypt, and serve the LORD. 15 But if serving the LORD seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD."